Sadness

Haha, one of my friends suddenly deleted me from his new account and now it's kinda hard to talk to him. He doesn't respond to me when I chat with him on MSN and message. I miss the times where we talked about anime and where he would web cam with me and try to 'virtually' hit me with a lot of random stuff. For example, his boaster, his pencil case and his bare fists. XD I didn't expect things to end like this. And it's hard to even see him online.

And just recently was my birthday but ALL my BEST FRIENDS FORGOT!! I'm really angry and sad now. NONE of them except for two, remembered. It's so frustrating. Now that I think about it, I w=maybe very insignificant to them. I feel like they treat me like dirt and not as friends. It's just heartbreaking and I've got 9 best friends. You tell me. If your best friends forgot your birthday, how would you feel? Same as me. And I wanted to tell them off. Haha but I can't. Cause it will mess up the friendship and then it will be dai ja vou all over again. I think I have lost all contact with my primary school friends. I don't want this to happen. I want time to stop and reverse. I'll do better for PSLE and go same school as a special someone. Hopefully same class. Or maybe transfer if I get good grades this year but high chance won't happen as parents won't want me to have a different CCA then tennis.

Urg. Can life can any worst than this? Hopefully no. Plus SA1 is coming soon so I had better not think too much of it other wise it would affect my grades and everyone will laugh ( high chance they won't laugh ) bu still it is all peer pressure. But I'm happy that I got an A1 for maths which was 80/100 kekeke.